so is anyone actually reading anything i write here?
cuz if not i cannot be bothered anymore.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Friday, March 7, 2008
What's the Deal?!
So here i am, actually updating my blog. BRB just going to check my temperature! The world at the moment seems to have this ritual habit of making life as unliveable as liveably possible if that makes any sense to you. Within the last 2 weeks a good family friend (19years old) collapsed at TAFE- heart attack. 19 years old. For fuck sakes who the hell has a heart attack at 19??!! He was only just woken from his coma day before yesterday, after a good 2 weeks of being under. The doctors don't yet know how severe the brain damage will be as there was no air processing through the body to send oxygen to the brain. So we're all being held on the edge of that little piece of string; waiting...hoping...praying, that everything will be ok.
In other news I somehow cleverley managed to tear the muscle under my shoulderblade, along with ripping one of my nails clean off my finger!!! IT HURTS LIKE ALL FUCK!!! So yeah, i've been feeling a little sorry for myself lately. But you know what, i think i have the right to.
I'm starting to wonder about some certain friends, whether its just me or whether they really dont give a fuck anymore. There have been some pretty severe incidents in the family lately that i've really needed to have someone just pop by and say "Hi Liz, is everything ok", and give me a reassuring hug or ask me out for coffee or something. But they're too busy for that. Working too much, got 'things to do' but can never say what, say they will come over and then dont, and even worse, half the time they dont even call to let me know they have to cancel. And some friends just dont return calls or anything, which i just find plain rude. To get to the point, I would drop ANYTHING if you and your family had some shit going on that was bringing you down to an all time low, if you were the one receiving death threats, or if you were the one that had a close family member in trouble and it was stressing you out. Why don't i get the same kind of loyalty? If you dont want to associate with me, (this goes for everyone), will you just grow some balls and say something rather than being rude and misleading?
I'm sorry to all of you who had to read this, i'm not sugarcoating things like i want to, because i've just reached my boiling point. Thanks to those very very FEW of you who HAVE been there for me, i really appreciate it with all my heart. I don't mean to sound like a bitch, but sometimes you just have to let it all out.
Love Liz xo
In other news I somehow cleverley managed to tear the muscle under my shoulderblade, along with ripping one of my nails clean off my finger!!! IT HURTS LIKE ALL FUCK!!! So yeah, i've been feeling a little sorry for myself lately. But you know what, i think i have the right to.
I'm starting to wonder about some certain friends, whether its just me or whether they really dont give a fuck anymore. There have been some pretty severe incidents in the family lately that i've really needed to have someone just pop by and say "Hi Liz, is everything ok", and give me a reassuring hug or ask me out for coffee or something. But they're too busy for that. Working too much, got 'things to do' but can never say what, say they will come over and then dont, and even worse, half the time they dont even call to let me know they have to cancel. And some friends just dont return calls or anything, which i just find plain rude. To get to the point, I would drop ANYTHING if you and your family had some shit going on that was bringing you down to an all time low, if you were the one receiving death threats, or if you were the one that had a close family member in trouble and it was stressing you out. Why don't i get the same kind of loyalty? If you dont want to associate with me, (this goes for everyone), will you just grow some balls and say something rather than being rude and misleading?
I'm sorry to all of you who had to read this, i'm not sugarcoating things like i want to, because i've just reached my boiling point. Thanks to those very very FEW of you who HAVE been there for me, i really appreciate it with all my heart. I don't mean to sound like a bitch, but sometimes you just have to let it all out.
Love Liz xo
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Let's See How Long I Keep Up With This One!
So here I go again, I started with LiveJournal years ago and I just couldnt keep up with it! Well, more to the point I got too lazy and couldn't be bothered keeping a journal hahaha. So hi to anyone who uses this, and um... i guess i'll type something a little more interesting when i have something to say!
Ciao!
Ciao!
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